People always say
"FIRST LOVE, DIE HARD"
Well to me,
"FIRST LOVE, NEVER DIES"
NEVER DIES
NEVER DIES
NEVER DIES..
WHY?
The question lingers without a solid answer.
Many times, I often tell myself
"MOVE ON. CHAPTER CLOSES. BOOK SAYS THE END"
But often, I look back and well, sometimes, I still shed some tears. LOL!
As silly as it sounds, I feel like a fool still crying over an old and unworthy love.
Then I often find myself asking why do I still linger the old love?
Answers is that, because of the time, effort, feelings and tears I've spent throughout the relationship.
I remember telling myself that even if I have to take the bullet or grenade on behalf of him, I would.
I realized that I have loved too much. Too much that I lose myself in the midst of loving him.
That was how much I loved him that has resulted in me FORGETTING to love myself.
Girls, yes, love can be addictive and powerful.
But don't be a fool in love where you tend to love so much and lose yourself in the midst of everything.
Feelings will last, just for a brief moment.
TRUST. HONESTY.
Is what most important in a relationship.
No, I'm not a relationship/love guru.
But I definitely am I who have been hurt so badly
without
TRUST. HONESTY.
Love yourself. You will tend to love more <3